INSENSITIVE by: Jann Arden..(lovetttt....)^^,>

Jann Arden - Insensitive - Jann Arden

How do you cool your lips
After a summer's kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound of a voice
You'd know anywhere


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Oh i really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive


How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you've found a friend
How do you teach your heart it's a crime
To fall in love again


Oh you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, i'm out of touch
I fell too fast, i feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

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"The Meaning of LOVE"

Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real. Sometimes, people live very self-centered but when they fall in love, it opens up a new dimension in their lives and in their personalities. Suddenly, the only thing that matters most to them is the person that they LOVE!!!...^^,

Reverse Creation

In the end, man destroyed the heaven that was called earth.
The earth had been beautiful until the spirit of man moved over it and destroyed all things.

And man said......

Let there be darkness... and there was darkness.
And man liked the darkness; so he called the darkness "security;"
And he divided himself into races and religious and classes of society.
And there was no evening and no morning on the seventh day before the end.

And man said......

Let there be a strong government to control us in our darkness.
Let there be armies to control our bodies, so that we may learn to kill one another neatly and efficiently in our darkness.
And there was no evening and no morning on the sixth day before the end.

And man said......

Let there be rockets and bombs to kill faster and easier;
Let there be gas chambers and furnaces to be more thorough.
And there was no evening and no morning on the fifth day before the end.

And man said......

Let there be drugs and other forms of escape, for there is this constant annoyance...reality which is disturbing our comfort.
And there was no morning and evening on the fourth day before the end.

And man said.....

Let there be division among the nations, so that we may know who is our common enemy.
And there was no morning and no evening on the third day before the end.

And finally man said......

Let us say that God thinks....as we think, hates....and kills.....
And there was no morning and no evening on the second day before the end

On the LAST day there was a great noise on the face of the earth.

Fire consumed the beautiful globe, and there was SILENCE.
The blackened earth now rested to worship the one true GOD.
And God saw all that man had done...and in the silence over the smoldering ruins...HE WEPT!!!...

"Wait and See"

I know it hasn't been easy...
Loving me and wondering what all the waiting is for
I feel so much for you!!!
All I need is a chance to get to know you more.

Are we sure what we are feeling right now??? There are times when I'd swear my heart belongs to you And you've told me the same thing But only time will tell us if this love is true.

Just wait and see...... I hope you understand I think we ought to... It's time that will let us know if we were meant to be And if your love is TRUE, YOU will wait and see And say that you will always stay with me!!!..

FOREVER!,,,

I love my friends in Brokenshire College!. We usually hang out and share common interests and experiences in life. I am proud to say that the friendship we have in Section F is indeed very memorable. I just couldn't forget all the laughters, smiles, funny actions and thoughts we brought to one another as well as all those tears, and sad faces we showed when results of examination comes and during personal troubles. Yes!.. majority in the class has this "party-hunger" or shall I say "night life craving." This usually happens every after too much stress or exhaustion in school. For us, it is somewhat a relief and a way of expressing our true feelings. We know that these events in our lives would just be temporary and we wont be together at all times due to some reasons like possible re sectioning, transfer to other school, etc. Its like living life to the fullest!..hehehhe...and spending it with people special to you just like friends who are there to brighten up , give comfort and support you. I will surely never forget these people who have become a part of my life--BOGZEE, JOOGLES & D' MAJESS, THE SILENT ONES, AND THE NO ONES!..hehehhe...I love YOU guyZzzz....I will always remember you even up to my grave!...charing!...
God Bless U mY DEAR FRIENDS!...
I really appreciate everything we shared especially your FWENDSHIP!...<^^,>

What A Big Mistake??!!!...

All of us have different experiences in life. These may be good or bad which can provide us lessons in the end. Lessons that will help us to become better individuals in the future.

As a little girl and a student before, I used to be so happy, active, and a spoiled-brat who only thinks of herself for a reason that I am the youngest child in the family. When my father was still alive, I had always have great parties during my birthdays and my mother was not yet working. She only focused her mind in taking care of her four children. Until such time that my father had to leave us, everyone should be able to become responsible enough in order to survive. That big trial had caused my mother to become a father for us at the same time. She continued the business left by my father and we supported it and gave value from all her sufferings by doing good in school. Now, my three siblings have already graduated in college and started working for the family. Finally, I was the only one left studying and starting pursuing my ambitions in life. Unfortunately, my life became worst and in darkness during the past four years. It began when I first stepped into college and was freshly graduated from high school. It so happened that I suffered from depression because at first, I was only forced by my mother to take up B.S. Nursing which I didn't like because I preferred more to take up A.B. Political Science or International Studies that is intended for a Law course. The other reason for my depression was when we transferred to a very disorganized house. It was actually an under-renovated house which had a store in front. My mother decided to transfer because she had a conflict with our neighbor dwelling beside us. It had given me annoyance and much irritation because I couldn't move comfortably for the house is little and all our things were displayed in it. These had made me become rebellious to my family especially to my mother due to her decisions. So, I decided not to continue studying up to the end of the first semester. I went into drinking alcohols with my friends and that obedience to my mother slowly faded. My heart told me to become compassionate with them but my mind told me differently and was more powerful than my heart.

Depression and pains really dwelt in at that moment. My vision was dark and I felt that there was no hope left for me. I even thought of committing suicide but still I remained patient until my mother decided to visit my aunt named Dr. Warlita C. Canque, a director in U.M. Digos and asked an advice from her. She advised my mother to admit me to a rehabilitation center and I stayed there for just eight days. I had received many medications and therapies from Dr. Babista who was a psychiatrist there. After few weeks, I enrolled at U.M. Digos and finished the second semester and then, I transferred at Brokenshire College to finish my B.S. Nursing due to my aunt's another advice.

Currently, I'm doing and feeling well with my life. my vision is now clear and bright which signifies of being hopeful and living life with love, understanding and serenity. Frankly, I am not ashamed to tell that I've gone to a rehabilitation center because it had served as the way to a new me and most importantly, I had met different kinds of people which I think would be very helpful when I become a nurse someday. I know it will guide me on relating and understanding the lives of the people.

With all my past experiences, I realized that we should be contented and grateful to Him of whatever He has given to us. Don't expect too much because it may lead to frustrations and depressions. Obey your parents for they know what is best for you. Lastly, love and respect your family because no other people can love, understand, support and care for you better than your loving family!!!....<^^,>

Peace Be W/ U!...^^,

Its really hard to forget the past especially when it had left pains and scars in your heart and mind. At first, you tend to feel so down, alone, and very weak. Those events are trying to flash back and many would try to tempt you to go back again feeling the same way from what had happened. Indeed, its really true from what others say that you cannot move on from the past if you will not learn how to accept things and forgive those people who have hurt you. They say that it is in that two words that you will eventually become free and happy with your life. Now, I can also say that its really difficult to fully accept and forgive but as time goes by, you will slowly realize that you need them in order to survive and still can live life with smile on your face. Right!...its a long process and takes much time but being patient will surely lead us to goodness and a bright life ahead. It is still never too late to recover and start again. If a heart remains pure and compassionate, you can never escape from that even if the mind speaks louder. That is, being true to yourself is the key to happiness, peace and satisfaction.